My mom is sicker than she let on to me. Over the past few days, I have found out that she is basically "on the couch" because of lack of energy and pain. She has been fighting cancer now for over a year. She had a 2nd bone biopsy yesterday and is in alot of pain.
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I get so wrapped up in my disease and MY fight that I forget that there are others out there in worse health. I pray that my mom can beat this horrible cancer that is robbing her of a quality life.
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I am so conflicted on how to act and what to say..... I have been so excited and over-the-top ever since I started to feel and see better that I didn't even notice her going downhill. I hate myself for that. I love my mom and want her to live.