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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

I have been so low that the floor looked like the ceiling. The depression is a weight that continues to press on me and I can't seem to escape.
That being said, my sight continues to improve daily. But the anxiety appears to grow. My DH told me that the reason he was didn't want me to drive was that i am showing a low level of confidence in myself and my ability to drive! It was like being sucker punched, because i knew deep-down that i was scared but i thought i was able to hide it from him and others. I am scared of driving again. What if i get somewhere and my dept perception fails or the light hurts.....What if i just freak out because there is so much to see.....What if.....

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