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Thursday, April 2, 2009

I tried to sit on the covered porch to enjoy the nice weather today. Even with my wrap-around sunglasses, i only made it about 15 minutes. before the light felt like it was stabbing my eyes. I am trying to find some way to tolerate the sun and lights because Casey wants me to go to his baseball scrimmage tonight. I just don't know it i can do it----with the drive (even 15 mins i get sick), then the walk to the bleachers (5-8 mins, will make me so dizzy and possible headache), plus the setting sun and the field lights (instant headache and anxiety attack). I have had to disappoint him so much these last few months because of these crazy symptoms--I am crying with desperation. I feel that I have lost my life..................

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